
Go Toward What Draws You In
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One of the things that I’m learning all over again is to trust the things that I’m drawn toward. I use some tools, like my crystal pendulum (I will have some for sale in the shop soon), my Tarot & Oracle cards, and journaling in my favorite old-school composite notebook. These things allow me to work through my thought patterns to get deeper than the surface human-level evaluation.
That said, I don’t evaluate at the moment. I had to start learning where something was coming from; such as what is it that is drawing me towards something? In the past, I was passionately drawn towards physical attention, so much so that I would typically be super drawn mostly by having alcohol. So, it was the alcohol that made the passionate, attention-seeking self come out to play at all costs. This scenario has led me to ask for some deep forgiveness from myself and others for my actions during this, for lack of a better word, sinful guided way of being.
In those moments, I know in my soul I was drawn toward things that I wouldn’t otherwise have done if my conscience was clear and my ego was more balanced with my inner light. These days, I’m not afraid to share the truth; although I may not share the entire thought process, I do share the truth. I want nothing to be held against me later or to ‘eat me up’ inside. These are the things that I have to share because if we are drawn toward something – we must first make sure that we are clear of mind and soul, that our ego isn’t running the show, and that we are not under any substances that may create a “playing in the dark side” scenario.
It's not easy to get to the point where you feel so feather-light that you realize what you’re being drawn to is from a deep space of love and light. For example, I have been drawn to Gaia lately—Mother Earth, our beautiful Mother. She is so pretty and just loving, and I feel goosebumps in my entire being as I share this with you all.
That is how I know I need to work with Mother Earth (Gaia) more often. My throat chakra is a little blocked, as I work with my reiki skills to clear it, I noticed I feel more able to journal in my open notebook, and work through these thoughts and connections.
That’s what I’d suggest you do: journal in a way that makes you feel safe and secure. You may want to have a locked journal, and that’s OK. Do whatever allows you to write FREELY and FULLY without judgment. That is the key, Friend, to journal and get those thoughts out in some way so that you can release your body from the pain and suffering that it is holding onto. You don’t need to lash out, you don’t need to give yourself consequences for the choices of yesterday …
You need to be free from those voices and those pains …. If you truly want to be better and feel better today … get to a space where you have freed your mind and heart of those human behaviors you don’t want in your life. Free your heart and mind of those human choices you’ve made out of ego or survival mode. Free your heart and mind so that you can feel that tug of love toward what’s meant for you to be around … for me, that’s Mother Earth, and boy, does that make so much sense.
I feel joy. I feel love. I feel calm. I know she is my guide, or so one of them, at least in this season in life. If you need some help with journaling, let’s chat! I do have a free 40-minute session I offer on Zoom to chat and help people. No upsells. You can hire me as a life coach, of course, but this is just a 40-minute chat to see if I can’t lend some advice that could help you on this mission to trust what you’re truly drawn toward.
Love and light to you. Love and light.